
I miss everything that was lost,
everything that was once there,
friendships that were once forged,
but now inherently gone,
thoughts that were once held,
people who were part of my life,
for the slightest amount of time,
abilities that were outstanding at that point in time,
but now, thrusted to the side subconsciously.
I want to try,
I'm going to attempt,
to renew my friendships that were lost and long forgotten,
to have a taste of how I thought about issues before,
to try and be
me again.
I've drifted away,
I forgot myself,
I couldn't remember how I was like,
I was too caught up in the present me,
I want to go back,
just a tiny glimmer of hope to revert back to my old self,
I'm willing to try.
I remember.
I miss everything that I had loved before.
Especially my unstoppable addictions :}
It brings back wonderful memories.
-once was lost,
found?