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addictive
I throw all of your stuff away. I’m gonna clear you out of my head. I tear you out of my heart.
And ignore all your messages. I tell everyone we are through. 'Cause I'm so much better without you.
But it’s just another pretty lie. 'Cause I break down.
Every time you come around. So how did you get here under my skin? I swore that I'd never let you back in.
Should have known better in trying to let you go. 'Cause here we go go go again.
Hard as I try I know I can't quit. Something about you is so addictive.
We're falling together. you'd think that by now I'd know. cause here we go go go again.


Monday, January 12, 2009, 9:23 PM
Illusion,

As you gathered me so delicately into your arms, into your firm reassuring hold, all was let loose, and imperceptibly, i began to relax. Snugly tucked under your chin, with your arms wrapped securely around my waist, blanketing my entire frame from what seemed to be the world's evil and unpurities. We fit so perfectly like the last puzzle piece to the utopian puzzle. All of it was simply bliss, and amazingly tangible.

But, in the flesh, it was purely, nothing. Non-existent, deceptive.

I could only blame no one but myself for living in a fool's paradise.

I won't be deluded anymore.
Not ever again.