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addictive
I throw all of your stuff away. I’m gonna clear you out of my head. I tear you out of my heart.
And ignore all your messages. I tell everyone we are through. 'Cause I'm so much better without you.
But it’s just another pretty lie. 'Cause I break down.
Every time you come around. So how did you get here under my skin? I swore that I'd never let you back in.
Should have known better in trying to let you go. 'Cause here we go go go again.
Hard as I try I know I can't quit. Something about you is so addictive.
We're falling together. you'd think that by now I'd know. cause here we go go go again.


Tuesday, April 14, 2009, 9:01 PM
Catharsis

i'm just really tired.
friends - you can't live with or without them.

well, i learnt. and i won't stop.
ah screw 2.4 tmr.

and then there're these people who are currently running through my mind.

a) why, why do you confuse me? argh i hate being confused. would you please let me in? i thought we trusted each other. but perhaps, i was wrong. Maybe it's because we stopped talking - phone, sms, whatever digital means. i don't say it, but i guess i value you quite a hell lot.

b) i'm sorry. i'm sorry for not paying enough attention to you. i'll try, i really will. At this moment, things're getting pretty tense. but know that i'll always always want to be there for you.

c) hahaha, love you too my fellow "closet emokia" friend. sorry for ranting today. and i think you're nice and i like you too.

d) we drifted in the past, but i don't know whether we're really that good now. but whatever it is, i like your company :) thanks for being sweet. love you:)

e) CAN YOU PLEASE NOT NOT TALK TO ME. how cares what others think of us! i love you, I WANT YOU AS MY FRIEND. *in frenzy*

f) i want you back i want you back i want you back

g) why do you blurt everything out practically, all the time?

h) i just felt really uncomfortable and odd today. but not worth your noticing, anyway. did i tell you i missed you?