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addictive
I throw all of your stuff away. I’m gonna clear you out of my head. I tear you out of my heart.
And ignore all your messages. I tell everyone we are through. 'Cause I'm so much better without you.
But it’s just another pretty lie. 'Cause I break down.
Every time you come around. So how did you get here under my skin? I swore that I'd never let you back in.
Should have known better in trying to let you go. 'Cause here we go go go again.
Hard as I try I know I can't quit. Something about you is so addictive.
We're falling together. you'd think that by now I'd know. cause here we go go go again.


Friday, April 17, 2009, 11:14 PM
I'll pour you my fountain


I need stability. but no matter what, there's always this factor which tips the balance to the opposite side, hindering the scale to remain as stable as i appreciated it to be previously. but ah well, heck.

Cost and benefit, cost and benefit. there're always things we require to sacrifice, to forsake, for others and in return, gain the rewards and the acceptance, love, respect of another. the statement's so... real, to me. So applicable and true - in relationships, friendships etc.

i think we've achieved that, we give and take - the sacrifices we make for each other. if you think about it, that's the beauty about a genuine friendship or relationship.the whole "cost and benefit" issue completely pertains to our daily interaction with people. or people who we feel are worth the time and effort.

on a different note, i realised the manifestation of my emotions accumulate after a duration of time, after which i become very very much in despair or i just burn in fury and vent (or supposedly i do). hee. my deepest apologies to the person who kinda endured a slight bit of it :x
sorry sorry D:

to you, well yeah, i really miss you where we used to go to your house, watch movies, talked over the phone, those library rendezvous. sigh.

why do i miss you so much