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addictive
I throw all of your stuff away. I’m gonna clear you out of my head. I tear you out of my heart.
And ignore all your messages. I tell everyone we are through. 'Cause I'm so much better without you.
But it’s just another pretty lie. 'Cause I break down.
Every time you come around. So how did you get here under my skin? I swore that I'd never let you back in.
Should have known better in trying to let you go. 'Cause here we go go go again.
Hard as I try I know I can't quit. Something about you is so addictive.
We're falling together. you'd think that by now I'd know. cause here we go go go again.


Wednesday, June 9, 2010, 10:58 PM

i just feeeeeeeel thoroughly wasted. and no, not in a drunken stupor but rather drained. now i couldn't care less about Os, all i do every day is freaking immerse myself in my brother's life. which is basically teaching him and that sucks cuz he failed everything and i have to reteach him all his lit skills, math problems, and blah blah.

maybe i care too much, when he hurts me it pains me more than usual maybe cause we've become awfully close during this period. and sometimes, i guess i want that space back la. but i guess i love spending the time with him also if not i would've given up long ago.

wth why am i talking about my brother here. idk, camp's here and i just want a revival. some refuge where i can stop thinking about this world and just bask in God's presence. But then again, He is everywhere.

tmr jamming 3 hours shittttttttttttttttt. what to do.

i don't think anyone knows how great and horrible it is to hold a smile.